Furtive: A BWWM, BDSM romance by Terry Travena

Author:Terry, Travena
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Jessica Watkins Presents
Published: 2020-12-31T00:00:00+00:00

22

Mae

We had made it a routine now. Don would come over and we would watch movies, or cook together, then we would end up in one of my playrooms. After a couple of weeks of us trying this whole arrangement out, I could tell he was having some issues with it. Don seemed to daze off a bit more than usual. It was as if he had something else that was on his mind.

“Why haven’t you ever asked to come over to my apartment?” His hands filled his pockets, and he pressed a hip on the counter next to me.

“It’s because if I want to play, the tools that I need will be readily available.”

“So, it’s a convenience thing?”

He seemed irate, and it was confusing. “C’mon let’s sit down.” I wiped my hand on a drying towel near the sink and I led him over to the bedroom. This change of scenery was bound to make him feel more comfortable. What Don didn’t understand is that he was going through sub-drop. Of course, we engaged in after care to prevent such things, but sometimes it’s unavoidable.

“Don?”

He looked at me as he sat down beside me,

“I don’t think we’ve ever just been in here to just sit.” Don whispered, while looking around.

“Tell me what’s on your mind?”

Don blinked and looked away. I expected him to be slow in discussing his emotions because few men are okay with vulnerability and I expected Don not to be an exception either.

“I have to stay away for a couple of days.”

“Why?”

“I don’t feel like myself…”

“Of course you don’t. It’s because you’re dropping.”

Over the course of the week, I had explained to him the ins and outs of everything he needed to know about our newfound roles and relationship.

“I am fine, just need to know what the fuck we’re doing.”

“You aren’t fine, Don. You’ve been on edge all day today. Tell me, what is on your mind.”

“You didn’t answer my question.”

He turned, leaned in and took my chin in his hand. He allowed me to feel the strength of his hold.

“You know the way this works. I will answer your question. After you’ve answered mine.”

After a long beat, he finally swore.

“Mae, I need more than this.”

For the first time, conflict churned inside of me. Which was strange considering I had been doing this for years and never felt the need to give anyone more than what I wanted them to have. Looking into his face, arched nose, full lips and striking grey eyes. I knew that what he was feeling was only mirroring my own emotions. I wanted more. His lips and the way his tongue wet the thicker bottom made me do the same.

“I see it in your face that you want more. Why don’t you want to cross the line with me?”

Instead of looking into his eyes and telling him the truth, I closed them and prepared to lie. Why? I couldn’t confess this to him right now. This—us, it felt good and conflicting all at the same time.

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